2018.11.15

힘든 한해 였다
연초에는 2년을 사이좋게 여행다니던 계가 사소한 오해로 깨졌다

정말 오해였는데

내생에 그렇게 일방적으로 열렬히
사과를 한적이 없었다

15년만에 아빠가 찾아왔고

혼란스러웠다

회사도 힘들어졌다
3년여를 잘 먹고살았던거 같다

혼란과 오해로 얼룩졌던 한 해.

어쩌면 보낼건 보내고 재시작 하라는
뜻이 아니였을까

마음은 먹는데

몸안에 남은 감정의 찌꺼기는

쉬이 사라지질 않는다

쏟아내야 보내질까

모르겠다

It was a rough year.
At the beginning of the year, the two-year-old traveling group broke into a minor misunderstanding.

It was really misunderstanding.

I was so unilaterally passionate about my life
I never apologized.

Dad came to me in 15 years.

I was confused.

The company also got tough.
I think I lived well for three years.

A year of confusion and misunderstanding.

Maybe you have to send and restart
Could it be that it did not mean

I eat my heart.

The remnants of emotion left in the body

It does not disappear easily.

Will it be poured out?

I do not know